broken-hearted.

god!

ya allah.. rasa ati tek.. ng berkecai musnah la. suka nak naroh harapan setinggi gunong.

sdeh ati ku.

patah ati ku ngenang semua tok.

adoh2. knak la jadi camtok.

:((

ku just mampu meratap dlm ati jak.

he left me on saturday :'(

'I never stopped to realizeHow lonely I would beI never thought the day would comeWhen you'd grow tired of meYour voice was never sweeterThan the day you said goodbyeYou'll never know how much it hurtBecause I'm too big to cryIf I knew then what I know nowYou'd still be kissing meInstead there's someone else's lipsWhere mine used to beI say hello and wish you wellEach time I pass you byBut you'll never know how much it hurtBecause I'm too big to cryYou never looked so wonderfulAs the day you walked awayI used to say, "I love you"But that I could not sayI can't forget you darlin'No matter how much I tryYou'll never know how much it hurtBecause I'm too big to cry '

xoxo

80 kg @ 100 kg ??

eeehhh!
berat badan ku nait aie.. camne tok???


i need to slim my body!!


anyone can help me ??

new post~

Assalamualaikum~
Salam~

Selamat pagi.. welcome october!
yahh.. lamak dh ku xupdate blog ku tok eh..
sebulan lbeh dah.. kdg2 pande mls ndah nyawa mok updates.. ku tok lbeh suka baca updates org than updates it for myself.. haha. k.. ku mok updates jwk tok..

now.2nd October dah.. dah almost 3months aku jadi government staff.. da jwk experiences ku.. but,honestly.. i ♥ working :D

k.. ku mok cita hal raya tok..
raya taun tok.. mcm2 hal jak jadi.. da cgek hal ya nang suroh ati ku piluk jak.. certain peoples jak tauk.. dah la first day raya gik ya.. :(
tapi nak, taun tok jwak taun plg ku busy raya.. mala xda rumah.. ya jak org nk g rumah nk, da time aku dirumah,xda yang gago nak pergi,dah ya.. dah aku berjalan, bok gago nak pg umah.. haha. ya susah kita tok ow.. gus berjanji awal2 jak..senang kit cita.. dah ya.. cuti raya ku taun tok seminggu.. yobih.. mala makan jak.. nak alah2 makan.. nendak badan ku kin jadi.. hmmp.. p ku gik ngenang raya taun tok.. pande sedih,piluk.. huhu..
i miss him so much :((

k la.. pas raya, ku start gik kja.. mcm biasa la.. best bh kt office.. hehe.. seronok jak ku rasa.. kk.. ku mok ngkah gmbr raya ku.. :DD

&heart;♥ till then.
xoxo:D

[k.w.n.2 - f.r.i.e.n.d.s - s.a.h.a.b.a.t]

halo!

halo august:))

even dah seminggu ogos blalu.. ku mok jwk greet bulan ogos tok..

okay..

bok tok ku da masa mok update..writing..blogging myself..

hee.. imagine jak u all.. umah i xda connection internet..ya la aku tok jrg mok on9..

okay.. ku mok tulis hal kwn2 tok..

yeah.

KAWAN-KAWAN

aku suka berkawan.

ngn sapa2 jak..

janji nya x annoying jak.. x mengada2..xhipokrit..

phl aku tiba2 mok nulis hal kwn2 tok ow..
mybe aku rasa terharu ngn kwn2 yg ku ada nektok..
best eh..
honestly nak, aku ng syg kwn2 ku..
aku arap gilak, kwn2 yg ku ada nektok xplh jaik blkg aku..
ya harapan ku jak bh..

i really miss my friends yang study out of swk..
my ex-clasmates..
kau rindu ngn ambok..
ambok amirul hafeez..
nya tok,since tadika mek 2 berkwn..
zmn kegemilangan time skolah menengah dolok.kira rapat jwk la..
tp,lately tok,ku sa mcm xrpt gik ngn nya.. mybe nya da sebab phl.. or kwn2 bru nya more better than aku.. maybe la..

okay..
kaka hal kwn tok.. kwn tok da mcm2 jak..
ada yg bait..ada yg separuh bait.. ada yg ska palat.. ada yg ska anok dri belakang.. ada yg ska esere2..
mcm2 jak eh..
tp aku happy..
at least kita da org mok bkwn nk..
bak kata chief clerk ku, mun kita bait ngn org, org akan bait ngn kita bah..
so,aku mok pgg prinsip ya...
idup tok umpama roda..
skejap kita di atas,skejap kita di debah..
whatever it is..pjlnn idup tok..allah dh atur..
hehe..
pnde jwk aku tok nk bceramah..haha..

ok.. tunggu next entry la..
xoxo..

Part II

Okay..

Cne aku stop riya owh..

sory guys, tyme ya gk xdpt recall pa gk di polah aku bh..

okay..

after aku dpt result upu ya.. actually my parents seems not happy.. yes.. they aren't happy with that..

their decision is xmok suroh aku further jaoh gilak..

hmp..

u know what, aku nang sdeh gilak2.. mcm knya xpt phm jak perasaan aku tyme ya.

ati tok nang kuat gik nk blaja..

cuba ktk org imagine.. apa rasa ktk org mun parents tkrg x lalek dgn kemahuan tkrg?

hmp..nei nk molah nk.. dknya parents.. gne2 pun dknya yg jaga kita dri kcik gik.. dknya xpnah bkira.. dknya salu jwk ekot pa yg kita maok.. then, aku pun bfikir nk, ada sebab dknya xsuroh further degree jaoh gilak.. and i have to obey what they decide to me.. aku arap ada hikmah di sebalik pa yg berlaku.. bagi aku, time ya la masa yang paling stress pernah aku rasa dlm taun tok..konflik bh..

then.. dlm minggu ya jwk,aku trpksa brpisah dgn clsmates ku yg pergi blaja.. da yg dpt UM,UPSI,UUM n UNIMAS.. good luck friends:))

apisz always pray for you'll success..

then,on friday pada minggu ya jwk.. alhamdulillah la.aku dpt call dari miss florida,and she asked me,r u further ur degree?'ngegeh jak aku tek nk berspeaking lam tok'.. aku pdh la aku xpt nyambong,parents ku x suroh pun..so,nya offer aku ngaja gik..kt sk.siol kanan..and,dgn ati yg terbuka,aku pun accept that offer and on the next monday..and im happy with that..

okay..start on 29th June-2nd October if im not mistaken la.. 3bulan replace cegu yg bersalin ya..

okay.. aku happy jwk dpt ngaja cya..student yg best n okay la..dpt di control..

then,on friday jwk,my dad call..okay,im very2 happy coz aky di offer kerja kat JKM[Jabatan Kebajikan Masyarakat] n dpt post Pembantu Tadbir(n17).. even nya contract pun service.. aku rasa happy gilak! haha..thx mum n dad..

ya adalah hikmah yang Allah berik ngn aku.. bkn nk mdh la.. tp nampak bh..

so,moral of the story is; dgr la kata ibu bapa selagi mereka masih hidup..

:D..

emp.. now,aku kt office.. boring.. jaga room tok..coz ada meeting kaunselor..n other staff..

kelak la aku updates gik..

later..

xoxo♥♥

aku kembali.merindui sekian lama blog ku ini tidak di updates.!

heeeeeeeeeee!
hello!
i missssss my blog!
i miss to updating everythings i do..i do for you.. ala2 lagu monica ya eh..
ok..lets get started..

ya allah.. dah masok bulan julai tok.. mcm2 dh jdi around sebulan aku x updates blog ku tok..
ok..i will list some of the things that go around 1 months ago:

1. If im not mistaken..on 19th june..my Upu result dh kua.. omg.. ari ya nk.. ku gk ingat.. nang nervous la pagi ya...okay,aku arap aku dpt course masscom(journalism)..hope so..kol 7 dh ku bgun..mok nunggu result ya dlm kol 12 bok kua..then..on9 la aku tek,dh kol 12..chk la tek nk..fill in the ic number,angka giliran ndah eh..tunggu jak aku nya loading..then finally..

TAHNIAH!!
Mohd Nor Hafiz B Mohamad telah ditawarkan untuk mengikuti program:
Sains Pengurusan Perkhidmatan Makanan
Kampus Jati
UiTM Shah Alam

Okay. Aku x tauk apa ku rasa time ya.. Mixed feeling..happy..frust..sdeh..excited..suma jak da..tapi ku frust gilak when aku xpat course yang aku really2 maok eh! aku minat bidang media..tp xpat nk msok masscom..nei nk molah ow..xda rezeki ow..okay..apisz..look forward!!

wait! otak ku jam!!
will be continue........

many thing to updates.